MY CRAZY HEART

O this crazy heart of mine
Sometimes I don't understand you
Even though I own you
I still don't understand or get you
Sometimes you make me do silly things
Sometimes I pray to see someone
When I see the person, you make me run away or hide
You made me have crushes when I was younger
O how I hated that
O you crazy heart of mine
My crush days are over
But why do you make me act the way I do
I don't just understand you
Sometimes I listen to you instead of my head
Everyone has a heart
But I don't know if anyone has a heart as crazy as mine
Does anyone? Do you?
O you crazy heart of mine
Sometimes you put me in a turmoil
Sometimes you put me in a dilemma
Sometimes I find myself at crossroads
I think its time I take time to understand you
I think its time I take charge
I think its time I take control
Can that ever be possible
O you crazy heart of mine which beats as long as I live
Will you let me?
Will you let me control you?
Well, O crazy heart of mine
Whether you like it or not,
I will take charge, I will take control,
I will understand you, even if I have to fight and struggle within
I will have to do all these, cos my will is my will
Cos God's will is mine
SO cool off, cjhill out, buzz off
Mind you I'm not a girl, not yet a woman
All I need is time, a moment that is mine
While I'm inbetween
I'm just trying to find the woman in me
I'm not a girl