MY FEELINGS

3RD MARCH, 2006

I wish I could have a complete love
I wish my love could be complete
I wish this emptiness in my heart will go
I wish I won't have to say "could have, would have, should have"
I wish what I wish for
I wish I didn't have to make the same mistake twice
I wish I could control my heart
I wish I didn't have to love, so I won't feel down if its not complete
I wish my love could be complete
I wish, I wish, I wish
Lord, this is my easter/lenten wish
Lord, this is my birthday wish

Just like Anjali in "Kuch Kuch Hota Hai" cried that her first love was not complete
I know my first love too, was not complete
Though I've accepted that, gotten over it and moved forward and ahead
Its now a thing of the past
I wish my love now, will be complete
I know it will, someday
I don't know when, where, how or who
But only God knows all these
But I know it will come some day
Though I don't know how long it will take
I know it will
Someday
I just have to be patient
Patience is a virtue