DEAR GOD (2)

14TH MARCH 2006

Today I felt moody about the whole thing
I was so confused
I felt discouraged and felt like I was wasting my time
I wondered, I just wondered
I wondered maybe I was not specific or maybe I asked for too much
God I was thinking of forgetting the whole thing (I heard a thunder<17th> and saw lightning when writing this line) oooooh spooky
But suddenly, I came across him
Three times for that matter
But the funniest thing is that we didn't really talk
We just waved at each other like some shy chicken
We each wanted to talk to each other but I don't know what the problem is
The first time I passed him, he was trying to make a call
I told him hello, but at first he didn't hear me but when he realised himself he said
".... how are you doing?" I said fine. I didn't hear the... part (maybe he said my name...dreams!!!)
I must be crazy writing all this, right!
The second time, he came to where I was
And again we smiled and waved at each other
The third time was when I was climbing upstairs
I passed him again and we only smiled and waved at each other
When I was in one classroom reading, he passed when going to his classroom
And all I could do was turn back my face and laugh like a real chicken (kidding)
I think I'll stop waving at people when I see them, but will adopt a better way of greeting or saying hello
The waving thing is now a habit for me which is bad cos I do it in a very funny way, with my hand low and my head shaking as I wave, and laughing like a shy child
Goodness Gracious
Oh my!!! I didn't pray to see him and I saw him
I learnt from today that God passed a message to me in His own way (Though its a bit more confusing)