MY CRAZY HEART, MIND AND HEAD - THANK YOU

3RD MARCH, 2006

Thank you for the love I saw in your eyes for me
Though I've not seen you in a while, you're always in my heart
THough I don't know whether I understand you, I know I like you
I just have to accept fate, cos I don't know whether I'll see you again
Meeting you is just by chance, and even if I don't see you, I'll never forget you
I don't understand or know why or how, but during my exam, I saw you in my mond's eye and saw myself striving to write down every knowledge I had in my mind of the course
During my community health presentation, I was nervous and I saw you in my mind's eye smiling at me and encouraging me. I felt better. The nervousness went.
I find myself reading more than I used to, because you read a lot
And I imaging you'll want me to read too
You might not know this, but you inspire me to be more hard-working
I don't even know whether you know my name
Though its funny
Though we've not seen since, I sometimes wonder if you ever think of me
I think you like me too. I think
I said "I think" because you seem like a very busy person and you're rarely seen
I only see your car. I always see your car, never the owner
So I wonder
I learnt from one indian film that if you love someone, tell the person before its too late
I also learnt from the film that you should not be afraid to make a wish, cos you never know, the wish might come true

I don't really know much about your personality but from what I've observed, you seem to be a melancholy
You don't like being with lots of people cos most times you're alone
(I later found out I was wrong, you're not a melancholy)

You park your car in spots where no other car is parked
I used to walk round hospital and college hoping to come across you, but I rarely do
So now I don't bother to walk round, I just carry on with my daily life and resign to fate
If it's God's will, I know I'll come across you some day
But till that day comes, I'm just going to live my normal daily life
But if that day never comes to be, I'll accept it as God's will
May God's will be done in our lives

All I have to say is you should try and blend more with your classmates
And don't take life too seriously
Be a balanced person
You seem to be a shy person who doesn't say what's is in his mind
If you ever find someone you love, tell her and don't be too busy that you won't have time for her
Don't be too busy so that you won't lose the most important things in your life
(I was wrong, my judgement was wrong. Ooops!!! Sorry!!!)

Its like you love medicine, don't let your career be your only centre and your only reason for living
Balance your life, let your spiritual, social and study (academic) life be balanced. Have the 3S. Be S cubed (S3)
(I was wrong. You are a balanced person. Oops!!! Sorry!!!)

I don't know why I'm writing all this though it will never get to you
But I'm just pouring out what's in my crazy heart, head and mind
I wish you all the best in life
May God bless you, May His will be done in your life, May He continue to guide and protect you and your family
I'll always pray for you
Sometimes I have the habit of praying for those I love